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A BIT OF MAHLER TOO MUCH
If a woman to whom I was attracted sang a false note or un-musical phrase, all my affection for her would vanish instantly, and might even turn to hatred. - Gustav Mahler.

This is the gospel of my youth,
of my young manhood, of my
middle years; of yesterday:
if love contradicted art,
then love went out of the window;
put in another way, art
was also love that could not fade.

Well, today it did do; twice:
right in the middle of the most
moving part of the Mahler
symphony I was listening to,
I thought of how violins
were made; the philosophic
carving skills called for by music;
and then when I read Mahler's remarks
on art and love in the programme,
I realised I had either
lived too long or not enough.

Then, late last night, I thought it neither:
in fact, I had lived expecting
too much to be perfectly
realised revelation;
I expected Sunday worship
every day of the week, every
hour, every minute, every second.
Love, meanwhile, came and went like years;
until yesterday, listening
to Mahler when time was up
on the poem of it all and
my life-time passed like a lost second
I could never ever make up.
GEOFFREY GODBERT
Photo of Geoffrey Godbert Geoffrey Godbert has had eight volumes of poetry published, the last two being ARE YOU INTERESTED IN TATOOING? (Selected Poems University of Salzburg, 1996) and I WAS NOT, MAD TODAY (University of Salzburg, 1997). With Harold Pinter, he is co-editor of two current Faber poetry anthologies, 100 POEMS BY 100 POETS and 99 POEMS IN TRANSLATION. Born in Manchester, UK he now lives in London and is editor of Diamond Press, publishers of experimental poetry. Front Page
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